The 29^th of May

Today is the first day
Only in memory is she breathing
Unfair is the tranquil beauty of renewal so apparent in this month,
How dare the blossom smell so sweet and the warm air send such invites

I will not accept nature’s offer for it is cruelty

I want to hold her hand and see her smile
Do not ask me how I am I cannot voice
Distraction is impossible
I will hide for fear my throat is twice the size and my eyes a doorway to torment

Where did all of her thoughts go ……………..are we not all children

When they look at me they see her and I will gladly carry her in my being but I cannot see from the outside. I will lock my feelings in a chest but it is my own and it waits to burst open. There could not be such a combination for release.

It looks so far away she told me in my dreams. To me everything is thus.
As far as I reach I cannot touch.
Pull away from me now, I know that you want to
So then I will not step close and you will be saved.

comments:

Dearest Trinity,
 You are you and I am me
 She will always be with us
It's where she would choose to be
We need not save her
She can at last save herself
I see only you when I look
I see beauty and kindness
Which is yours alone
I know how you are 
You need no words to voice
And you will always be 
Half of me
 
 
Your sister x

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