An Inspiration Gone But Not Forgotten...
One of a kind, that’s what you are.
There will never be anyone else like you.
You showed the world that even when you hit rock bottom, you can always bounce back.
You had to face your inner demons, or else they would’ve taken over your life.
You faced them head on, and conquered the battle.
With the fight won, the rewards seemed endless.
A beautiful wife, three lovely daughters, two championship reigns, and an army of friends. Four years have passed, and not once did a single demon resurface.
Your life was perfect, but it was too good to be true.
You were going to be World Champion; you could see it, feel it, taste it.
But that dream was ripped from you, and you were stolen from us.
You left us on Sunday, why, we don’t know.
But we do know a couple of things, and I think you should know this too.
You are our inspiration, we all hope one day to be as good a person as you.
A loving family, amazing career, and remarkable recovery, you were truly blessed, and we were blessed to have known you.
We love you.
You will forever be a part of this business, forever in the hearts of the superstars, your friends and family.
Forever in the hearts of your fans around the world.
No matter where we go, no matter what we do, you will be with us, Eddie Guerrero, and we will never let you go…
By Jessica Seesink

My Hope
I wish I could say it, but I can't.
I wish I was able to say it, but my mouth wont let me.
I wish I was warm in your arms, but I'm cold and alone.
I wish I could hear your voice whisper in my ear, but I only hear the
beating of my heart.
I wish I could say I love you, but I'm afraid.

Afraid of rejection, afraid of heartbreak, afraid of you.
It scares me how I feel when I see you smile, it scares me when my heart
skips a beat when I hear you laugh.
When you hug me I get butterflies in my stomach and I get dizzy.
I long to tell you all of my feelings, but I can't, for there is someone
else in your life.

She likes your smile, your laugh, everything about you, but she will never
love you the way I do.
When she told me, I was crushed, because I know your feelings are all for
her.
I could never turn my back on her, so I told her to go for you.
I know you will never have the same feelings for me, as you do for her, but
that's alright.

I may have given up on you loving me, but I will never stop loving you.
Not today, not tomorrow, but until the day I die.
You will forever be a part of my mind, my heart and my soul.
You found a way to penetrate my barrier and got under my skin, and now I
will never ever let you go.
I want to tell you all of this but for the sake of my heart, I cant.
If I do, I will hurt my friend, and I couldn't deal with that.
I would rather hurt myself than hurt her and you, because you mean more to
me than anything.
I just wish I could tell you...
Jessica Seesink

FAKE
 
Be strong though it hurts,
Though the bleeding in your heart won't stop,
Pick yourself up smile and show them who you are.
 
Tell me why we kid ourselves,
Why should we lie and cheat,
I could swim a thousand miles,
To prove to you I'm strong
 
You know i'm right you know i'll fight,
To prove that i am better,
After all is said, it's right to fight,
To show that i'm not fake.
 
Samantha Read

Guilty- By Dawn Farrell

Thoughts and wishes... undesirable.
Love and touches... unbareable.
Moments of trust kept deep inside...
...wanting to confide.
Pleasure seeks, pleasure revealed.
Only if I didn't steal.

Viciously
Viciously it creeps behind,
Viciously without thought of mind.
Viciously murder will take its toll,
Viciously death will steal your soul.

by Jessica Seesink

by Melanie Robert

Big blue busting chairs
Masses of multi-coloured wires tangled together
Smell of the beach and Tropical Sun
The cool chrome wheel
Whizzes through my small palm

Crashing waves on the nose
Feet pushed up against the ceiling
As we dash and dance over
the water

Barbie flops helplessly
between the crack and onto
the floor

New Comers, Cucumbers
One Two Three
Disappearing bitterly into the mind
Doesn't seem so fresh and shiny
Feels full of hidden arguments
desperate moments
and
fleeting indiscretions

Naivety, Ignorance, Denial
Blissful days
Sexless Nights

Barbie and Ken seem so happy and
perfect
amid the piles of shoes and
pink dresses

More Poetry by Sarrah
Stuff I Found While Trying To Clean My Room: Okay, it’s a bunch of poems I wrote a few years ago. Strap in because these are pretty fuckin’ dark. Just like me…

Silence
Mouth opening,
lips moving,
tongue forming words
that never reach your ears.
You remain silent,
Pleading with your beautiful eyes
and I, in my weakness,
change the subject.

Irony
The pain in my side:
Hot, pulsing agony
Mirrored by the pain in my head.
My hands…
Pierced through with iron
I am laid out for all to see.

Mocking laughter below me.
Gentle cries above me.
Still I breathe…
Why?

In spite of all the good I have done,
I am made to suffer for all.
My father has made me the ultimate sacrifice.

Through me,
others will live forever;
yet my thanks from them
is death.

Untitled
With my lover’s eyes I see
All the pain I’m causing me.
Spread out like branches of a tree
Until I simply cease to be.
Within my heart there lies a beast
On my thoughts and fears it does feast.
Leaving my mind torn and creased
My soul turns, facing east.
East is ruled by the element air
Life, though fun, is seldom fair.
Nothing in this world could make me care
Unless my lover, with me, were there.

Poetry by Sarrah
I am cringing even as I write this because I know how hard you will all laugh. Oh well, fuck it.
Today
Is today the day it rains for me?
Cleansing, rapturous, healing rain
that sprouts wings and flies
to each fractured part of my broken spirit.
Is today the day it rains?
Bright drops of crystal
suspended on a window pane
making absurd trails as they glide past my fingers.
Is today the day?
The skies are dark
clouds pregnant with their offspring
and I am waiting for their release.

 

Shell

(by Carolina)

Oh blonde soulless shell,
Why do you annoy me so,
With your hip clothes,
And tall statue likeness.

Must your ego be so low,
That you need to see if we are looking,
I never need such justification,
I am comfortable with my being.

It is sad that you need our approval,
Did your mother give you none,
When you look in the mirror what do you see,
Soon it will be your fading beauty.

Look inside to see,
What you really are,
You will be frightened by what you find.

 

 

Friendship

(by Carolina)

Flowers

die

dry

crumble.

Beauty

grows

fades

wrinkles.

Friendship

starts

grows

blossoms

forever!